Many

I read many people's blog within the past hour.


I am surprised at how much they could express into words. I am surprised at how special, their lives could be.


I have nothing, nothing at all in me i can boast about. I don't have an interesting life to start with. I enjoy my own life, but, it definitely wouldn't be as interesting as the others'.

My convertion was not dramatic, but it is special to me.

My family isn't very great, neither very bad, but it is precious to me.

My life, may seem black&white to you, yet God brought me colours constantly that only i can see.

I AM NOT SPECIAL, BUT I AM SPECIAL


I've missed out alot during the Perth trip. You realise i don't talk much about it. Those 10 days were spent in dreamland. With angels, 10 of them.

Sacrifices aren't sacrifices if they don't cause you pain.

And only when it cause you pain, it catches God's attention.

and i've just told you how to grab His attention.


I know i'll be in pain, in sorrow for days, weeks, months.
I never had any wisdom how i am going to live through it.
But i will have faith, big faith, that my Love will see me through.

To be different can sometimes be a crazy job.


when was the last time i heard the voice that belonged to me?

The greatest insecurity of my life, is losing myself. Losing my identity. Not much of lost of possessions, but my integrity, my spirit, my soul, my body.

A truth or a lie, you don't have time to find out.

By the time you do, you can't fix it anymore.

A white lie, or a half truth, they are WHOLE LIES.


last 2 weeks of holiday, and already 3days are gone. I BETTER START MUGGIN'.


the moment i stop breathing