Sizzling hot

i'm totally stressed out.


WHO CAN HELP ME GET RID OF THE PIMPLES, BLACK SPOTS, AND DARK EYERINGS ON MY FACE?!


Anw, the Alive! Meeting today blew me away.


And, i'm so happy to see yahlan again. Hee.


I was looking around, trying to recall faces and names. I saw how the girl that stood in front of me worshipped. She didn't lift up her hands so high as if she can touch the clouds and feel the throne, but she touched her heart.


feeling her heartbeat?


trying to recall the reason to live?


finding the answer to why she was standing there?




I guess, she's touching the heart that beats for God.

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And i realise, loving God is a complex yet simple thing.


I must say, ministry has been something God gave me to push me. Keep pushing me beyond my limits, keep pushing me not to give up easily.


After today then i know, being passionate for God is different from being passionate for glory, for recognition.





And i found, and still i am in the process of searching back the passion i had when i first came in 2005. The pure love, pure heart. I am definite to say, even without a ministry, i will still be sizzling hot for the One i serve.



Things do not always happen according to the way you want them to. In fact, they always don't.


this statement is soon becoming the line of my life.

God has many surprises for us in life.


and i just pray that when i open my eyes, you'll still be there.


i found a new love; BLUE