Thursday, August 14, 2008

Far away


I love the song. Faraway by Nickelback.

I have this sick feeling for the week.

I am glad it is coming to an end.

I've totally lost my survival's kit.

I almost couldn't breathe.

It didn't feel like i was drowning or buried under heaps of debris.

I just felt like, i'm in this sooo sooo small and confined room, i can't stand or lie on my back or do anything, i can only hug my knees and bury my head in between them.

The feeling might still be lingering.

And i SERIOUSLY need to breathe.
I'm beginning to HATE school.

WHY MUST LESSONS END AT 5 ALMOST EVERYDAY?

WHY MUST MY SCHOOL BE IN POTONG PASIR THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 5.30AM EVERY MORNING JUST TO MAKE SURE I GET A SEAT ON THE BUS?

WHY MUST I STUDY OTHELLO AND 1984 THEY ARE BEGINNING TO SEEM TOO DRY I DREAD TO READ THEM? AND, LIT IS NO LONGER FUN?!

forgive me. it's a me thing to complain.

i don't believe in the worst. At least, i don't want to believe in the worst. I had imagine alot on my way home. What things would be like, and i couldn't carry on. It's too, unbearable. Too painful. I didn't want to, and i still don't want to believe in the worst.



This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,you know, you know


That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it allI'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,you know, you know



P.S i want breaking dawn, I NEED IT

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