Thursday, July 31, 2008

Systems, laws, regulations


Revolving round a System that we believe in

we set our lives base on the laws and regulations we draw for our own world

We often try to be as normal, like anybody else as possible

And we are afraid, of being different

paranoia, of the faces of others that may mock and despise us for our differences

Until we know how we are made so specially

each detail carefully considered

liberated in the freedom He gave

faith in each step you take

things which seemed ludicrous

now becomes natural

There is no true definition to "normal" or "special"

For what is the margin you're measuring with?

They are self-defined

Be yourself

be as crazy as you want to be

with your thoughts and dreams

It is in the imaginary that there is no system

no laws
no regulations

the unrestrictive paradise - there you shall paint your most daring visions

you're allowed to be insane

and far fetched in your ideas

that world belongs to you and only you

no one will step in to intefere

no one will point fingers at you

they cannot judge you

they will not understand you

but those aspirations you have

He knows He understands He judges

the bubble you create to be in
share it with Him

and He will make everything lighter

that you can float on happiness and truth

if you don't

doubts will creep in like monsters

they burst your bubble

sink and vanish

not leaving any evidence of it's existence

the worst case scenario

having a dream never expressed
having a dream never existent

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Veronika Decides to Die entrenched me in a train of thoughts.

Of Life, and Death.
The purpose of living. Not just merely the sweet words of

"I am living to fulfil the destiny God gave me."

There is more to it.

Much more in life that you will have to taste and bear.

Reality you have to embrace daily, while struggling with your faith and beliefs.

when you try to be normal, you will become abnormal - you're not YOU

Without a balance, or a good thought to your life's direction,
everything will crash. Unpleasant emotions.

Only at the verge of Death will we realise the meaning of Life.

I'm not just talking about the physical death.

Deaths - spiritual, emotional, psychological...

when we try so hard to be normal

to blend in with everyone else

at the prospect of death we realise how important it is to unleash the giant in you

there's no point waiting no one waiting

release now
surrender

dare
to
dream

He'll be there to make sure you turn from death to life


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Veronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho (a good book, but kind of saddist and depressioning depending on the way you perceive the ideas presented. Okay, too much lit.)





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