Andrew

Holidays holidays holidays yes they have come but they will go in a flick of an eye.

Learning how to breathe is not something you could practice and get it right.

It is surrendering your weapons your will your every bit of strength and whatever that is remaining in this wrecked body that was abused by time.

It is to depend on an outer Source, to drink life and strength from it.

I was d.i.y'ing a good friend's birthday card for the celebration tomorrow (Sakae Teppanyaki!) and reviewing all the neo-prints i've taken ever since i was 12.

I had a very simple, all-over-the-street kind of life.

attention-hungry.

I just hate to think of my past.

But, i've never regretted it.

Given a chance, i will not change anything about it.

The past creates the future, by changing the past, you changes the future.

I am not the author and i can't change my past, nor create my own future.

maybe i can, a doomed future.

God promised something, but He didn't promise everything.

I wanna be an Andrew, the backstage man who managed to pull everything together into a fabulous show.

The flesh within is crying for glory and credits, appreciation and praises,
but the Spirit is yelling for humility and righteousness, YOUR glory and YOUR name to be lifted up high.

Won't you quit worrying if all the work is to be done by Him?

ANYHOW, HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO RYAN WEE.