long ago

Long ago when i had plaits

when i weighed only 24kg

at the tender age of eight

long time ago

when i used to play with sand

went to the zoo with my friends

and spoilt my new shoes strap

i cannot recall how long exactly it was

i only remember my friend since 8 yrs old

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I MISS REGINA LEE.

i hate it when we are FINALLY in the same college, but things just weren't the same as it is when i was 13.

Watching Gossip Girls reminds me of the both of us.

Serena and Blair!

When years ago she blew hot air into my ear at night to annoy me
discuss about boys that we liked

when we would giggle and pretend to sleep when her daddy comes to check on us

and laugh our way to sleep

she would make breakfast for me

sausages egg and on lucky days bacon!

like Breakfast at Tiffany's!

Growing up isn't great at all.

Children just keep wishing for things they should not,

such as GROWING UP

because it entails so much more responsibility

parents' expectations

trying hard to please everyone around

staying close to the friends you knew since young

and hold your world not letting it fall apart by an inch

more often than not

they still crumble

we still have to piece them back together

no matter how much we pretend we could hold everything in place

it just won't work out

i'm not depression-ing

life is just the way it is

we can't bring the past to present

we can only create our own present hoping the future might change for the better

we grow up and we CHANGE

we are different as who we were in pinnafores and plaits

but anyhow

the love is still the same

and i am still angry at why i changed my computer and i have ZILCH photos with her

I MISS YOU OLD FRIEND

(and i will never forget the first day we met HAHA you know what i'm talking about)

BACK TO XOXO GOSSIP GIRLS!